The French Fries

    Still trying to figure out what to write about, I sit in this old cafe again. I have had an immense respect for food regardless of all the times I have wasted it and felt ashamed. On the table right across mine sits an old man partially bald, grey hair with big square maroon spectacles. He appears to be from a middle class family. His trousers’ well maintained, a belt to support it and its buckle hidden under his glorious blue shirt with thin dark blue stripes on a very thin body. It looks like he hasn't given up on feeling young and grateful. He is wearing sport shoes and his legs are crossed with one knee over the other.

    He had been reading a newspaper through his glasses and his thin body curled up in a comfortable way. He sits right at the edge of his seat and his back resting on the back of the chair which does not really comfort him as his posture demands a sofa underneath but he adjusts in feeling comforted.

    He had ordered a plate of French fries with a cup of coffee which has just arrived. He has kept his newspaper aside and looks rather excited about the fries, hot and fresh and still steaming from where I can see it. He does not really have a smile on his face which has a particularly young pattern of wrinkles even though his age is evident. All his attention is towards perhaps the most appreciated plate of French fries in the world at that point of time. He picks up the pepper from the cruet set placed on the table and sprinkles it over the fries in a very graceful and consistent manner, distributing it equally. He does not touch the salt for some reason. He fetches the bottle of ketchup which looks rather odd for being what it is with a brand unknown to most. “friends continental sauce” the bottle reads with two weird looking leaves on top of the ‘e’ in the first word but again it doesn't matter to him. He makes some room for the ketchup on the plate and witch much passion using all his strength shakes the bottle to complete his joyful plate of fries. His spine isn't resting on the back rest anymore. He is eager yet patient enough to have the fries gracefully. He picks up the first piece and dips it in the sauce and a sudden rush of saliva in his mouth makes him smack his lips. He gently puts it in his mouth. I can see it from here as he relishes his first bite, rolling that piece of potato in every corner of his mouth partly because it is hot and that he loves hot fries.

    More people have entered but he hasn't noticed any of them. He checks the seasoning again to make it perfect, just one dash of salt and not more. He relishes each and every bite from then on and takes his time to finish the dish. He keeps sipping his coffee to change his taste to have the luxury of having the first bite again... and again.

   

    As time passes and the last few pieces are left, he quickly finishes them but with just one piece left on the plate he finds his ketchup finished. He wouldn't compromise on anything and reaches for the ketchup again. He waits till the bottle lets out a couple of drop just enough for that last piece. He takes his final bite with much consciousness and shifts the plate a little further perhaps to tell himself that its over and finally looks up to ask for the bill but the waiter seems to be busy attending other guests who had walked in while he relished his dish. He is probably a little surprised to suddenly see so many people in the cafe as he looks around twice. He then reaches for the newspaper again , adjusts his spectacles, leans back and again gets back in his original posture, concentrating on what new stories media has cooked for him. 

Indian Coffee House

          She is sitting there in front of him, happy to be pleased by another man. Perhaps a modern hairstyle with a bun at the back and some hair still flowing back which she held and put it on one side and then showing off her beautiful neck and undaunted skin. Her top is vibrant blue with flowers on it and from the distance from where I am sitting; her skin looks pampered and smooth even in this humid weather. Her complexion is a bit dusky. She is wearing jeans with a light shade of blue. She is constantly settling her hair and curling them at the back of her ears and sipping the ever so delicious cold coffee this place offers. I'm not sure how her face looks because I didn't really have enough time to embed it in my memory as she had turned around and sat quickly as soon as she had entered then. However, the first impression or the feeling that I remember when I saw her face was that she was very well groomed, had her make-up spot on i: e not too much but just enough. She should be wearing kajal as most of them do these days. It gives the eyes their own individuality and a clearer expression for the men to understand them.

           She is constantly playing with her fingers, probably conscious about what to say, however with much irony, she hasn't stopped talking since the time she entered the cafe. Her arms are folded and legs crossed in the most delicate and decent feminine way. Now suddenly, she has slowly started rocking on the chair, maybe she is a little excited or anxious about something. 

           The man hasn't yet said a word and is constantly nodding his head with different expressions and laughing at times. They look happy right no. As she rocks on the very simple chairs this place has to offer it makes me think that spending time with this man has made her a little vulnerable and she is just about almost ready to be herself completely. It seems she is waiting for the right time because her hands are folded and she is resisting it. He seems to acknowledge all her jokes with a little laughter, not too much. Maybe he does not want to scare her by laughing too hard. By looking at the gleam in his eyes from almost three tables away where I am sitting and no one except another guy sitting on the table next to them and the waiter in the crisp white uniform, I can tell that he really adores the way she looks but is too afraid to have said it already. She has become more comfortable now and her elbows are on the table and she looks happy constantly talking. This perhaps is the beauty of a simple and cheap cafe with a long history and beauty aged for almost 56 years now. The Indian coffee house on a very humid and hot Thursday morning in the heart of this city looks rather calm and peaceful, almost like a tree giving away fruits of beautiful moments to each one that come in under its shade. Blocking the sun and making everyone comfortable, offering good coffee and decent food, the Indian coffee house helps me believe in the fact that life can be beautiful with the simple luxuries just enough to survive.

To end

Once there was a brutal time
When I stood between the paths
Not to choose the right or wrong
But to end in better at last

Now that I have walked my way
And the stones have gone astray
I see them mock my way throughout
By the echoes from the past.

Now the saints have gone so far
And cupids end up feeling stupid
Now the glories turn around
Having a great laugh

But I have come too far
To turn around and walk
Yet I have realized
the humor Of our gods

What if its really true
And karma does exist
Would it bring with it the wine
Of all the deeds I did?

Integration.

If it talks of 
accepting the world
one of many 
things i heard

I'd rather go dream 
and let things be
I'd part you off
and set me free

Be my guest 
and walk alone
but for that
you're on your own

If this is for 
the enticing love
its just the sugar 
coat above

I'd rather go dream
and let things be
I'd part you off
and set me free

Sit in a corner
and introspect
observe the masses
fearing death

Do we deserve 
to waste our time
playing with
our cynical mind?

Do we need 
to fight this lust?
just quench this 
contemplating thirst.

turtle walk

There are times that crave the past
The hearts are brave at last
The words have done their deed
On memories they often feed

The birth of a new born man
On this brilliant unthinkable land
The heart wouldn't pound for lust
All thoughts would go in dust

But this heart is just too brave
On love it often prevails
But now it's just a book
It all complicates a look

In love we'd solemnly bathe
But now it's just blind faith
I listen to every sound
And all emotions to which we're bound

We shall believe what is true
And all that we've gone through
But now it's just a phase
It would never ever be that craze

I'm running and running a lot
Just to give it another shot
And now I'm slowing down
Coz trust is just a crown

A crown for those dumb sheep
Who'd go for that blind leap
I'm scared and lost alone
I wish that smile had shone

I wish that smile had shone...