What next?

"To be or not
To be "
To get the best
Of what is free
Of what is
In between
Two doves
If you can see
To let go
Of what is here
Its inevitability
Its rush
Its sounds
The greasy hounds
The jungle
The almighty jungle
Doesn't seem as wild
Just depressed
And oppressed
And running
Little brains
Running wild
Paranoia
Paranoia
Paranoia
What else can control
Am I running
from what is real
What is right
And next
Into the abyss
Free falling
Into the unknown
Into sanity
Where im free
To care
To love
To see
The doves
To drink the air
Another layer
Let me be
Let me be
Let me be.